i am in the dark.

again.

its not a good place. sadness is resurfacing and attempting to bacome my ally.

these.feet.

defeat.

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i have always had the worst habit of 'putting things together.
like times at which things happen. usually my way of catching people in lies. see people have the "habit of attempting" to try to make you feel a way that is not reality. not yours anyway. but the one that they feel is appropriate. to solicit the response that they want you to have. i say this because it is a post that i had starter. months ago. and i wanted to finish it.

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today. i am saying. things add up. but don't let them add up to you being minus one.

i am really hating my life.

if you had windows to peer into my soul.

the view would be a hue of purple and black.

i am alone.

i have nothing.

no "significance".

i am just co.co.

your comfort when you are not feeling well.

when you want rest.

i give you love.

she says...

why do you want somebody...who does not want you?

questions.